Linda In Training: Two Steps Backward

Due to an unexpected and tragic death in the family, I am going off my blog for awhile. I ask for prayers during this difficult and painful time.

This is my idea of self applied electro-magnetic shock treatments

I have never been one to avoid attacking the splinter and removing it from its chance relocation...a hand or a finger. Even a foot. I have discovered one in an invisible location, my unconscious. Or if you prefer, my subconscious. As this is a dimly illuminated location, to govern the impact of this foreign body, I have decided to write. I am unsure that I will be able to remove it. With each writing I hope to cast light. And by that light, walk forward, assured of my footing. As I said, 'hope.' I have very little of a map, just some awareness. But I am not depending on that as I seem to have a poor memory, am stubborn but generally do not see myself this way, and alittle blind to most of my behavior. (At least in present time, I am pretty good at pre-decade reflection.) And like most people, I like to have my way. I am not having my way right now, on a deep subconscious level, so I am perfectly capable of sabotaging my re-entry to school. I am going to ride that bronc on this site.